Sunday, May 12, 2013

Dear Patience

Dear Patience, 

You are very difficult to pin down.  One minute you are next to me and within seconds you vanish. I spend months preparing for the climb.  We are presently 37 days into our expedition of 58 days.  Suddenly it feels like there are not enough days remaining to get it all done.   

We received news yesterday that the mountain will possess high winds and precipitation for another week thus giving us a very small window of days to climb.  It is a very uneasy feeling knowing that 46 porters are arriving on the 25th to clear our camp.  Suddenly you make us all feel as though we will run out of days. 

All at once our destiny is in the hands of the universe.  We are 80% of the way there.  Our challenge is now to simply stay healthy which is very hard at this altitude.  We are growing weary of the extremes like peeing in a potties, pooping in a hole, bathing with only wet wipes, drinking only hot drinks made from murky water, and watching our teeth turn yellow from drinking tea and coffee.   

Now we must hold on to you.  Patience, you have become our new challenge and guide.  You are now our determinant of success or failure.  If we panic and jump the gun, the weather will turn us back.  To wait for perfect conditions could mean we never leave base amp.  We will now dance the fine dance with you.   

We take take hikes, boulder/climb on the nearby penitents, we look for pretty rocks, we read, watch movies, write in our journals, call family, visit other camps, organize our gear, wash some clothes by hand, work on sudoku puzzles, sleep a lot, trim our nails, shave and try really hard to stay focused.